On May 5, 2021, just before I was about to pass out, I suddenly wanted to write something
SI die, this word long ago was a very taboo word, until now many people are reluctant to mention this word easily. However, a lot of my work deals with this topic.
Not to make it feel different, but just because I felt close to them a few times.
Coffee is a deadly drink for me. In my previous life, coffee caused me to doze off with dizziness and nausea. But recently coffee has become more harmful to me.
Some time ago, I was exposed to many unprecedented setbacks and assumed many responsibilities. So there was a period of time when I was overeating.
Fat is an unhealthy phenomenon. Because obesity may cause the body’s various functions to overwork. So, a few days ago I began to lose weight. My weight loss is not what people understand, because I managed to lose 10 pounds in four days. On this very unhealthy lifestyle diet, my body broke down because of the arrival of a cup of coffee.
My body is always slow to react to pain. The first drink, the body did not feel any discomfort. But after eight hours, my heart went from 110+ to 120+ to 130+ per minute
The fastest frequency I have not measured, nor dare I. Not because I didn’t want to, but because at that moment I felt my life was in danger。
Have you ever heard the story of an elephant in India, when it was dying, leaving the crowd alone? I was like that, too. When I was in the most pain, I found that the last thing I wanted to do was to tell my parents how bad I was in the end. Instead, I chose to simply lie in bed and wait quietly。
I wasn’t sure if I’d been through too much recently, but lying on my back, I felt that life and death were in my control. So, I started drinking a lot of water, a lot of water. Until later, spit out a small amount of coffee.
Coffee poisoning is not a success if you spit it out. So after I spit it out, it’s like an old TV screen, full of snow. So in that moment, I knew that by getting myself back now, I could live to see tomorrow, and still have the chance to imagine every scenario in the future and do my best to make it happen.
Close to life and death, feel faint is not terrible
In fact, life is the same, since our beloved mother chose to use her body to bring us into this world, holy. Then we should try our best to face this colorful world. There are too many bad things and people in life, but as long as you live, you can solve them.
